Stop Chasing Big Experiences as Proof of How Spiritual You Are

Somewhere along the line, spirituality became a performance.

We started treating every intense experience like a badge of honor.
Every panic attack got rebranded as a breakthrough.
Every overstimulated nervous system was a "download."
Every trauma spiral became a "kundalini surge."
And if it wasn’t big, loud, dramatic, or Instagram-worthy—it was dismissed.

We’ve been conditioned to believe that if we don’t have visions, shakes, signs, or sudden awakenings, we’re not evolving.
But the truth is: most of the real work happens in silence.

The Spectacle Addiction

We chase big moments because we think they prove something.
That we’re special. That we’re chosen. That we’re awake.

But the constant need for spiritual spectacle is just another form of ego.
It’s spiritual consumerism with better branding.

And it’s exhausting.
Because the more you chase the high, the more empty you feel between flashes.
The more you need to prove, the less rooted you are.

You’re not having a Download. It’s a gas bubble. 😆

(You’re not ascending—you just need to burp.)

It’s not always public performance.
Sometimes it’s private inflation.

A vivid daydream, a passing thought, a flash of emotion—suddenly it’s a “vision.”
A moment of imagination becomes “a message from the Divine.”
We don’t do it maliciously—we just want to matter.
We want to belong to the mystery.
But in the process, we start confusing story with spirit.
Ego with energy.
Inflation with initiation.

The truth is:

The more real it is, the less likely you are to talk about it.
The more sacred it is, the harder it is to name.

Kundalini Is Not a Vibe

You can’t summon Shakti like you order a latte.
You can’t force awakening because you watched someone do it on a reel.
You can’t “activate” divinity on command and call it embodiment.

Trying to raise Kundalini without preparation is like playing with sacred fire in a gasoline-soaked house.
It doesn’t make you powerful. It makes you flammable.

Silence Is the Real Proof

The deepest moments of awakening come without spectacle.
They come in the stillness.
The undoing.
The part where there are no words to post.

Real awakening doesn’t need witnesses.
It needs devotion.
Preparation.
Humility.

And if you’re lucky—
a teacher who won’t let your ego hijack the process.

Let It Be Enough

You don’t need visions to be valid.
You don’t need to fall apart to prove you're growing.
You don’t need to make a scene to be seen by the sacred.

Let the subtle be enough.
Let the quiet dismantle you.
Let the fire rise when She decides—not when you decide it would make a good story.

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